Contemplating her next move
the pounding within her chest
told her what she already knew:
she was nowhere close to break free
from the chains wrapped ’round her so tightly.
With the escape route blocked;
there was no sense in moving
for every wriggle tightened the grip.
Accepting her fate, another day
in this God forsaken place,
if it was her own doing
then it shouldn’t hurt as much.
All there was to lose,
the ghosts of future memories:
the would haves,
that ran through her soul
every minute she looked out the window.
If she remained grounded instead of lifting her wings,
maybe she could get used to living this way.
“Just don’t move,” she whispered under her breath.
And there she lied
as ghosts of future memories continued.